​The minute we heard the iconic rock band U2 would be playing in Las Vegas, we prepared to purchase tickets.  The venue was something called ‘Sphere.’  Whatever.  We just wanted to see U2.  Once tickets were procured, we began researching hotel and restaurant options near Sphere.  The more we learned about the venue the more our interest piqued for the event.

According to www.thespherevegas.com, there were at least 24 formulas and mathematical laws used for the design coupled with current engineering and technology practices.  In the website’s FAQs it provides further detail: “Sphere is a next-generation entertainment medium that is redefining the future of live entertainment, allowing the foremost artists, creators, and technologists to create extraordinary experiences that take storytelling to a new level and transport audiences to places both real and imagined. The venue is powered by cutting-edge technologies that ignite the senses and enable audiences to share experiences at a never-before-seen scale.”  True that.

From the outside, it’s something to behold.  The graphics are top notch and changing constantly to reflect the seasons, special occasions, and anything else to surprise Las Vegas Goers.  Examples include a giant eyeball, a jack-o-lantern, jellyfish, fireworks, and a basketball.  All easily seen even from the land and air.

Once inside, there is futuristic music playing with the atmosphere bathed in blue.  It’s cool, but not extraordinary.  We walked inside the main arena and took our seats.  I remembered the warning we received via email prior to the concert:

Important Info
This event may include immersive elements such as seat haptics, movement sensations, flashing lights, intense lighting, visual effects, loud noises, and atmospheric simulations. Such elements may aggravate certain medical or physical conditions, and guests should take into consideration these elements, including if they have a history of discomfort or physical symptoms when experiencing them. Visit the Sphere FAQs here and the U2 event page on thespherevegas.com closer to your event date for the latest event information.

We were on the first tiered level, only feet away from the band.  There were several tiers, and I imagined the folks on the top would have a better view of Spere, but also be more prone to vertigo.  It looked pretty steep up there.  In my pictures embedded here you can see the top tier of the sold-out crowd had the optical illusions closest to their purview.  One of the first visuals, and my second favorite, was a series of colorful numbers and letters that filled the entire Sphere.  They turned into a box and the lid of the box began descending to the point where I felt the urge to duck so it didn’t hit my head.  As it was descending, the stage where U2 was performing looked like it was ascending to meet the numbers and letters.  At this point the warning email made perfect sense.  I felt dizzy and had to hold on to my arm rests to keep my balance.

At one point lead singer Bono whispered very quietly into the microphone, ‘Can you hear me?’  We could.  The acoustics were spot on.  His voice’s inflections, whether bold or subdued, resonated as if he was standing next to us.

My favorite display was toward the end of the performance.  Bono said we were going to ‘open up Sphere.’  Suddenly, we could see outside of the structure as if we were looking out of a window.  It showed the casinos, hotels, Ferris wheel,  the Strip, and cars driving on the streets.  Then, large cranes appeared and began dismantling the hotel/casinos and other structures until they were no longer there.  The cranes continued to dismantle structures until all that was left was sand and brush.  It felt like we were watching the concert in the middle of a desert.  The sun set in the west and the sky turned dark except for the multitude of stars.  All the time, U2 was performing.   My eyes were vacillating from the band to the scenery, back and forth.  The sun rose again in the east.  Off in the distance there was movement, as it came closer, rather quickly, it was realized that it was a large body of water, maybe an ocean.  It roared right up to the stage then settled so that it appeared the stage was floating on water, making it seem like the audience was also floating on the water.  Off in the distance we could see an object.  So far away that it was indistinguishable.  As it gradually came closer, it was discernable as a very large egg-shaped object.  It was taller than the stage and when it reached the stage it cracked open and inside was a kaleidoscope.  The audience was visually hurled inside the kaleidoscope being tossed around as if we were a part of it.  Vertigo set in again.

That’s all I’ll give away now.  As best as I can describe it, as good as video or photos are, there is nothing that can capture the experience more than actually being there.  Right now it’s expensive and tickets are hard to come by.  But keep trying.  You will not be disappointed.

If you go:
Sphere (notice it’s usually not called The Sphere) can be accessed through the Venetian. The Venetian is very expensive at this point.  We stayed next door at the Best Western to save quite a bit of money.  Best Western is nestled between the Venetian and Harrah’s.  Since we only slept in our room, it didn’t matter to us.  If you join their rewards club, you get an even better rate.

The Venetian has a U2 immersive merchandise store, called Zoo Station, where you can not only purchase merch, but also have three photo ops that are U2 related.   At Sphere, there were long lines for merch.  We had no line at the Zoo Station with the same selection.

We had two delicious dinners.  The first was Mott 32 in the Venetian.  Make reservations as far in advance as possible and preorder the Peking Duck.  For more details on the ambiance and cuisine, visit my  previous blog post.

The next evening we dined at Gordon Ramsay’s Ramsay’s Kitchen in Harrah’s.  We are Gordon Ramsay fans and enjoyed eating some of his signature dishes that we previously only saw on television.  We opted for the 5-Course tasting menu.  The risotto and beef wellington were excellent, but our favorite was the salmon crudo appetizer.

Inside Sphere, your cell phones are out of service, but unprofessional photos from cell phones are allowed.

There is seating that has limited visibility due to the tiers above them.  I suggest you purchase seats in the 3rd or 4th tier up for an optimal experience.  Regardless of what tier you end up in, try to get seats that are closest to the stage.  The ones that are further away from the stage are visually limited because of the overhead from the tier above them.

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I don’t bother learning actors’ or singers’ names.  I can’t tell you the name of a song or the lyrics.  And yet why I was so intrigued with Lady Diana Spencer I have no idea.  I hear it said that ‘every girl wants to be a princess.’  Not me.  I didn’t identify with her at all, and yet she captured my attention and holds it till this day.  The 26th anniversary of her tragic death reminds me of where I was when I heard the news.  In 1997 my husband and I went to a nice restaurant and left our young son with my dad and his wife.  When we picked him up, they both came to the door and told us that Princess Diana had died.  It was that big of a deal to me and everyone knew it.  I stayed up to watch her funeral.  I even cried when they showed an envelope on her casket that was addressed to ‘Mummy.’

When she first came on the scene in 1981, she was so authentic and seemingly innocent.  I watched as the media too became enthralled with her every move.  We all witnessed the transformation of a young lady into a Princess who used her position to work on making the world a better place.  I was away in college when she married Prince Charles.  Back then, we didn’t have DVR’s so I stayed up all night to watch the wedding live.  The spectacle didn’t disappoint.  Her dress had a 25’ train and a tulle veil attached to her tiara that was 153 yards long.  It was epic.

When the Princess Diana doll in her wedding dress became available in 1987 by the Danbury Mint, my mother purchased one for me.  I still have it.  After she died, my husband mentioned that the doll would be more valuable now.  And it is, but not so much so that I would sell it.

When she gave birth to William in 1982, a friend from college who was from England said, ‘Another mouth to feed’ while rolling her eyes.   She was unimpressed with the Royals, not even Princess Diana could soften her heart.

As she matured, Di became more and more confident.  Even when she no longer was a Princess, the media still followed her and she continued to increasingly be more savvy with the world platform.

Relatively recently, her clothing was on display on the Queen Mary in Long Beach, California.  We happened to be there for a soccer tournament, so my husband drove me to the ship and stayed in the car while I walked through the display.  This is another instance where I’m deviating from my usual behavior because of her.  I’m often the one that opts out of museum-type excursions.  I was hoping the wedding dress would be there, but it wasn’t.  It was still fun to see many of her outfits.  She had a remarkable flare for style.
Side note.  I titled this blog ‘Let Di be a Lady’ because while at a bar someone told my friend to act like a lady.  Lady Di had just been introduced to the world and my friend retorted, ‘Let Di be a lady!’  That became an inside joke for years.
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I woke up this morning thinking that the paparazzi had taken pictures of her as she was dying.  Those have never been revealed, but someday surely they will be.  Not something I would want to see.  But it’s probably inevitable.  It is so sad that she left this world early, but as Chinese philosopher Lao Tzu rightly said, “The flame that burns twice as bright burns half as long.”

I’ve always had 20/20 vision, until I didn’t.  My eyes blurred everything up close and I ended up placing reading glasses in every room so that I could grab them if I needed to read.  I tolerated this for about ten years.  At my recent annual checkup, I asked the doctor about Lasik surgery.  She said that instead, I was a candidate for cataract surgery and could have corrected lenses inserted at that time under my insurance.  The caveat was that my left eye would see far and my right eye would see close up.  It would take my brain time to get used to this and about 60% of the people who had it done liked it.  Or, I could pay about $5,000 to have both eyes see the same.  Whichever procedure I chose, would be final.  I wouldn’t be able to undo the lenses.  I opted for the free insurance surgery.  There would be two surgery dates, first for the left eye, followed by surgery on the right eye three weeks later.

On the day of the surgery, I had to fast for eight hours.  Not even allowing for water.  At the office were several other people.  Each of us had a designated driver that had to stay in the waiting room for the entire three hours it would take to complete the procedure.  Oddly, they had televisions in the waiting area and the channel was set for an animal station where polar bears were chasing, killing and eating baby penguins.  Anyhow, when it was my turn, I was taken to a small room where I was asked a lot of questions and a purple X was placed on my skin above the left eye.  Then I was taken to a staging area where there were four gurneys lined up with curtains separating each one.  I laid down as was directed and I placed a hair cap on my head to keep the hair away from my face.  The doctor came by and confirmed that I wanted to do this, which I confirmed.  Then an anesthesiologist came in and inserted a substance into an IV that was in a vein in my left hand.  I was told that I would be awake but the substance would make me not care about anything.  After a few minutes I was wheeled into an operating room where they taped my eye open.  I saw two bright, small lights in the shape of squares.  But I felt nothing, and I didn’t have the urge to try to blink.  Just a few minutes later I was wheeled out into a recovery area and helped to get up from the gurney to a recliner-like chair.  I was offered crackers and water.  My husband was called and drove the car to a side door that led to me.  When I got up to leave, I was a little dizzy and held onto his arm for balance. I was given sunglasses that shielded light from all sides.   He asked where I would like to go for lunch and I selected Chili’s Grill & Bar as I was craving their chicken tortilla soup.  The lights were so bright that I had to keep my sunglasses on inside.

Everything looked very bright and blurry.  But amazingly, I could read the menu at Chili’s without my reading glasses!  At home, I looked in the mirror and realized the purple X was still on my forehead, it took a while to get it to come off.  The next day I was able to drive myself back to the doctor for a checkup.  He said everything was fine.

Three weeks later I went in to repeat the process for the right eye.  This time, I asked for rubbing alcohol to remove the purple X before going out to eat afterwards.  This time my husband took me to Westwood’s BBQ & Spice Co which is a delicious locally owned restaurant.

I was able to get rid of all my glasses and can now see clearly without them.  I would totally do it again knowing what I know now.  However, I would also have paid the $5,000 for 20/20 in both eyes because there are times when something (like the head of someone sitting in front of me) is blocking one eye and that’s the one I need to use at that moment. 
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At my follow-up appointment, she gave me a new prescription for glasses for times when I needed both eyes to behave the same.  The person who fitted me said that I should wear them all the time to protect my good eye.  She pointed out that if the good eye was damaged, I would only have the bad eye to see.  Hmmmm, that would have been good to know before I’d done all this.  But I don’t have any intention of using glasses all the time, that was not the point of this procedure.  It’s been over a month now and I still find myself reaching for glasses when I want to read something.  I had seven pairs of glasses placed in strategic places throughout the house.  Now, they’re in a bag tucked away in a closet.  I’m sure they’ll be donated to charity once I stop mindlessly reaching for them.  

​Our family explored the North Coast of California.  I started to write a blog about our experiences, but thought I’d see what the AI (artificial intelligence) ChatGPT would come up with.  Below are my instructions, the initial writing I gave it and finally, what the AI came up with in two minutes.  The only thing that wasn’t true was the cheese factory in Loleta.  I guess we’ll have to try that next time we’re up there!
This is the instruction I gave to ChatGPT:
Please add personalized fun or interesting details to this blog:
Exploring the North Coast, California
McKinleyville
Getting there and back is the hardest part.  Arcata has a small airport but there are no direct flights from Fresno to Arcata.  You have to fly into San Francisco to catch the Arcata flight.  By the time you’ve jumped through all the hoops, it’s just easier to take the 7 ½ to 9-hour drive, depending on traffic and the time of day.  We stayed at a VRBO in McKinleyville.  The house sits right on the Hammond Trail which was perfect for both the walkers and runners of the family.  It boasts wooded areas, beautiful vistas of the Mad River and Pacific Ocean and a variety of terrains along the 5.5-mile path.  On the trail, right in front of our house, we saw joggers, walkers, bicyclists and horseback riders.  We even caught a glimpse of a skunk, which thankfully ran the other way.
Arcata
We ate at Renata’s Creperie and Salt Fish House and shopped at the North Coast Co-op which a truly a super market.  A fabulous place to explore.  We found a vast selection of local hot sauces where the hardest decision was how to pick only seven bottles as we’re all hot sauce connoisseurs.
Hiked in the Arcata Community Forest, also nicknamed Fairy Forrest behind Cal Poly Humboldt.
On Saturday’s Arcata has the most wonderful Farmer’s Market.
Eureka
We ate at a variety of places in Eureka including Pile High Deli, Brick & Fire Bistro, Lost Coast Brewery, Smoke House Bar & Grill,
We visited the Sequoia Park Zoo & Redwood Sky Walk where we saw otters, spider monkeys, red pandas and, my favorite, the bird known as the Crested Screamer.  When the bird belts out its cry, the entire area can hear it.  Despite our efforts we couldn’t get the one at the zoo to scream for us.  Until my husband found them on You Tube.  When he played it the zoo bird went nuts and screamed at the top of its lungs.  Hilarious highlight of our day.
Humboldt Botanical Gardens
Old Town & Waterfront Eureka
Trinidad
We hiked the Trinidad Trail and frolicked at the Dry Lagoon Beach where the rocks are mostly flat and make for a perfect competition for how high can you build your rock tower but the water is too rough to swim or surf so there are fewer people here.
Loleta
Humboldt Bay Wildlife Refuge
 
This is what it provided me in less than two minutes:
 
Exploring the North Coast, California: A Personalized Adventure
 
McKinleyville: A Serene Retreat
 
Getting to McKinleyville can be quite an adventure in itself, especially if you're coming from Fresno. With no direct flights available, the journey involves a stopover in San Francisco before catching a flight to Arcata. However, for those seeking a more scenic route, the 7 ½ to 9-hour drive offers stunning coastal views, making it a worthwhile option. Our stay at a charming VRBO in McKinleyville provided the perfect base for our North Coast explorations.
 
The Hammond Trail, a Hidden Gem
 
Nestled right next to our McKinleyville abode was the Hammond Trail, a hidden gem for outdoor enthusiasts. This 5.5-mile path meanders through wooded areas, offering breathtaking vistas of the Mad River and the vast Pacific Ocean. We were delighted to encounter a vibrant mix of walkers, joggers, bicyclists, and even horseback riders along the trail. Our most unexpected encounter was a skunk scurrying away, providing us with a memorable wildlife sighting.
 
Arcata: Culinary Delights and Enchanting Forests
 
Our culinary journey in Arcata was nothing short of delightful. Renata's Creperie and Salt Fish House satisfied our taste buds with their delectable offerings. However, our most exciting find was the North Coast Co-op, a supermarket paradise. As hot sauce connoisseurs, we were overwhelmed by the vast selection of local hot sauces, leaving us with the challenging task of narrowing down our choices to only seven bottles.
To immerse ourselves in nature's enchantment, we embarked on a hike through the Arcata Community Forest, fondly referred to as the Fairy Forest by locals. Its lush greenery and tranquil ambiance transported us to a fairy tale realm. On Saturdays, we indulged in the vibrant and diverse offerings of the Arcata Farmers Market, immersing ourselves in the local culture and flavors.
 
Eureka: Eclectic Dining and Unforgettable Zoo Moments
 
Eureka greeted us with a plethora of dining options. The Pile High Deli, Brick & Fire Bistro, Lost Coast Brewery, and Smoke House Bar & Grill catered to our varying culinary preferences, leaving us craving for more. However, our most unforgettable moment occurred at the Sequoia Park Zoo & Redwood Sky Walk. Amongst the otters, spider monkeys, and red pandas, the Crested Screamer stole the show. The bird's powerful cry echoed throughout the area, captivating everyone. Despite our failed attempts to make it scream, a hilarious discovery awaited us. After finding a YouTube video featuring the bird's call, we played it, causing the zoo's own Crested Screamer to join in, resulting in a chorus of laughter.
 
Trinidad: Hiking and Rock Tower Competitions
 
Trinidad beckoned us with its natural wonders. We embarked on the Trinidad Trail, immersing ourselves in its captivating beauty. Later, we found ourselves at Dry Lagoon Beach, a paradise for rock tower enthusiasts. With mostly flat rocks at our disposal, we competed to see who could build the tallest tower. Although the rough water prevented swimming or surfing, the absence of crowds allowed us to relish this serene coastal haven.
 
Loleta and Humboldt Bay Wildlife Refuge: Nature's Oasis
 
Our North Coast adventure continued in Loleta, where we marveled at the Loleta Cheese Factory, sampling an array of artisanal cheeses. The Humboldt Bay Wildlife Refuge provided a haven for nature enthusiasts, offering a chance to observe various species in their natural habitat.
 
The North Coast of California has much to offer for adventurers seeking a blend of natural beauty, culinary delights, and unforgettable moments. From the tranquil trails of McKinleyville to the enchanting forests of Arcata, the eclectic dining scene of Eureka, and the serene havens of Trinidad, Loleta, and the Humboldt Bay Wildlife Refuge, this region promises an unforgettable journey for all who venture here.

Kingsburg and Reedley California are significantly haunted places.  So says Ghost Hunter Josh Rodriguez of Kingsburg.  Josh has investigated over 30 places throughout California, but most predominately in the South Fresno County area.  It all started when he was two years old.  His family was living in a home on Elkhorn Road and Josh was playing in the living room when all of a sudden his body flew across the room, according to his mother, Rosa.  While the experience was painful, the bigger effect was that Josh  was traumatized and it took him years to develop his speech.  In addition Josh began having the ability to see and communicate with ghosts.  As he grew older, he began researching and studying everything he could get his hands on regarding the spirit world.  The more he learned, the less frightened he became and the more confident in his abilities to ghost hunt.

     According to Josh, “I know how it feels to be made fun of, so when I heard people talking about seeing things that they couldn’t explain, I knew that I was meant to help them.  You need to be respectful of people, but at the same time skeptical.  You don’t want someone trying to trick you.  But at the same time, you want to help people.   My phone rings constantly now with people wanting me to help them to understand what’s going on.”

     Rodriquez explained that ghosts reside in places, not necessarily structures.   If a house has a ghost in it and the house is torn down, the spirit will remain in the same area regardless.   He also asserts that despite popular belief, there are very few ghosts in cemeteries.  Instead, they tend to be where the living are because they prefer activity to silence.   Poltergeists are entirely different.  They are evil spirits who require specialized, and possibly dangerous, techniques to properly deal with them.

    In order to further understand the anatomy of a ghost hunt, Josh took my husband Robert, photographer Danny Valderrama, and myself on a hunt in the Kingsburg area.  The house is currently occupied by Berta Torres and Jose Barajas who have seen at least four different spirits on the property.  According to the couple, there is a large man wearing a cowboy hat, a lady who wears white linen, and two men.  They say that the two men are mean and often play tricks on them and push Jose from behind.  The lights flicker, the lady in linen was seen by Berta and a guest walking through a wall, then look at them and continue to walk through the house, loud bangs, doors slamming and trees shaking for no apparent reason.  Strange and unexplainable things have happened on the property throughout the 15 years that they have lived there.  The couple told us about their experiences and then left for the evening so that we could begin the investigation.

     Josh had been to this home before with a psychic.  The psychic got scared and abruptly left the area.  This would be Josh’s second attempt at communicating with the spirits at this location.   He began pulling out his equipment which was held in a large duffle bag.  The first test would be with an Electric Voice Phenomena (EVP) device.  The EVP can be any recording device including a microcassette player.  When trying to capture an EVP sound everyone must remain very, very still.  Creeks, shifting of feet or any movement will be recorded and could be misinterpreted later.  Asking the ghosts questions will prompt them to answer back if they are around and willing to cooperate.    Josh asked the female spirit which decade she had died in.  She responded “yes” when asked if she had died in the 1970s.  We did not hear this, but when we reviewed the tape later, the recording device had picked it up.

     Next we used a Ghost Box where a device and amplifier are used to establish white noise.  Questions are sometimes answered at frequencies we wouldn’t be able to hear otherwise.   Here is the dialog we heard with Josh asking the questions and a spirit answering them:

How many spirits are here?  7

What is your name?  Ruben

How old are you?  10

Where did you die?  Kingsburg

And then; Please stop

     Danny Valderrama brought two additional devices.  A parabolic microphone and an electromagnetic fields (EMF) meter.  These scientific devices are popular with ghost hunters.  The EMF meter is popular because ghosts will often cause a spike in the EMF which becomes a ‘heads up’ for the ghost hunter that they are nearby.  The parabolic microphone picks up sounds that might not be heard under normal circumstances.  There is a trailer house on the property where the spirit with the cowboy hat is said to have died.  We decide to go to that area with our devices.  While we talked about who should go, the device spiked to its maximum when Danny said he would go.  Josh asked, “Should Robert go?”  No response from the meter.  “Should Jolene go?”  No response from the meter.  “Should Danny go?”  The meter again shot to its maximum.  Brave Danny volunteered to venture to the trailer along with Robert.   Not-so-brave Jolene stayed a safe distance away, ready to report what news the others brought back.  While there, Danny and Robert picked up more readings on the EMF meter.  Danny felt a brush against his ear when there was no one nearby. 

     Pictures were taken with several different cameras.  There are times where an orb or other image will appear in an area, but is unseen by the human eye.  Tapping was done as a form of communication as well.  Josh invited the spirits to tap if they were present.  We did hear tapping but agreed that it was inconclusive.  As we finished our hunt, Josh had each of us put a special powder and oil on our bodies to ward off any spirit who might want to leave with us. 

     Josh says that ghost hunting is done predominately at night because there are less distractions and other sounds than there are during the day making it easier to see and hear spirits.  However, spirits are active all the time.  He says that people call him when they’re at the end of their rope, feeling frightened and wanting to move away from the dwelling.  His goal in these instances is to become the liaison between the two worlds where he can explain to the homeowners who the ghost is, or was, why they’re doing whatever they are doing and in some cases, to attempt to get them to leave the area.    He does not charge for his expertise because he considers it more of a calling than a profession.   He looks forward to the day when he can meet again the spirit who threw him across the room when he was a toddler.  He has a few things he’d like to say to him.  For more information about Josh’s services, visit his website, www. http://paranormalcrys.webs.com/ . ​

​Over the summer, my husband and I travelled to Southern California with friends and stayed on the Queen Mary (QM).  We were actually down there to NASCAR race in Irwindale, but decided to stay a couple of nights on the Queen Mary just to make a weekend out of it.  We reserved spots for the “Dining with the Spirits” tour which included dinner at the QM restaurant, Sir Winston's, followed by a late-night guided tour of the ship's paranormal hotspots.   Unbeknownst to my husband and I until that weekend, the couple we were travelling with were seasoned paranormal travelers and had brought equipment to use during the tour.
 
We checked into the Queen Mary and got to our rooms.  If you ask at the front desk, they’ll give you a list of all of the paranormal sightings both in the ship and in the hotel rooms.  Unfortunately (or fortunately depending on how you look at it), our room had no record of any unusual observations. 
 
We unpacked and left with our friends for dinner in Long Beach.  When we returned to the ship, we said good night to them and walked toward our room, which is much further aft than theirs.  Because the corridors are very long and narrow (we are on a ship after all), my husband pulled out his iPhone and started taking pictures of me as I walked down the long hall to our room.  It made a photographic shot that he thought would be unique.  He took four shots in total.  When we got to our room, he looked at his photos and asked if there was anyone in the hall with me.  I replied, “No.  No one. Why?”  He asked, “Are you absolutely sure?  No one was in the hall with you?”  Of course, being that we’re on a documented haunted ship, I thought he was teasing me, and answered, annoyed, “No.  I already said no.”  He produced his iPhone and I noticed that his hands are trembling.  His hands trembling made my blood turn cold.  I looked at the photos.  Me.  Walking down the hall toward our room.  Again, me further down the hall.  Then, me, further this time and a bell hop, in a complete bell hop uniform, is walking towards me with his head tilted as if he’s helping me find my room.  Next shot, just me, no one else in the hall. 
 
We called our friends and we all attempted a reenactment.  We figured out where I would have been in all four shots and there really is no explanation for how someone would have appeared in one shot that took place in between three others without either my husband or I seeing him.  In the reenactment, the bell hop was about five feet away from me.  So creepily close.
 
The next morning, we showed the photo to the front desk, and they confirmed that the uniform in the picture is not a uniform that has been worn on the Queen Mary by their staff..   Later, I looked through a QM coffee table book in our room and discovered a photograph taken in the early 1900’s of the bell hops who serviced the ship back then.  They are wearing the same uniform as the man who appeared in our photo.  Gloves, cap, brass buttons, everything. 
 
I am somewhat happy that I didn’t see him in the hall that night.  Although it’s unsettling because it begs the question of what else don’t I see?
 
Oh, and as for the Spirit Tour?  That’s another story…..

While I was on vacation, my dad stopped texting me.  I tried calling but his phone was off.  I called his neighbor and asked if he could go over and check on him.  He called me back and said he was fine.  Two days later I returned home.  The next morning, I drove to his house to check on him.  He didn’t answer the door.  I had a key, but he owned five dogs, two of them were pit bulls who had been aggressive toward me in the past.  As I rang the doorbell, they tried everything in their power to breakdown the door to get to me.  I called 911 and explained the situation, explaining that I didn’t know what services I should ask for.  Within minutes two police cars were there.  One of the officers asked how I was doing I answered that I was nervous.  Soon thereafter animal control showed up along with the paramedics.  By now, many neighbors were standing outside watching.  The first responders and I huddled and determined that the police would go in first.  As they’re unlocking the door I said, “Wait!  I just remembered that he has guns in there, not sure how he’ll react if he thinks he’s being broke into.”  With that, we huddled again.  The officers suggested that I go in first and call out to him.  I agreed but asked if I could borrow their mace if the dogs attacked me.  They said no.  I remembered that I had mace in my car.  I got it out and explained that I didn’t know how to use it.  One of the officers showed me how to do it, then let me practice.  He said that I should spray it toward the ground and away from the dogs.  They would run off without needing the spray to hit them directly.  As I’m practicing in the front yard, more neighbors came out to watch.

We line up at the front door, first me, then the officers, animal control and the paramedics last.  I unlocked the door, turned the handle, then turned back toward everyone and said, “I’m going in!”  Which made all of us laugh.  I cracked open the door and yelled “Dad, are you ok?”  He yelled back from the back bedroom “NO!”  It was a huge relief to know that he was alive.  But the dogs were going crazy.  With my mace, I go as quickly as I can through the kitchen and out to the garage.  The dogs followed.  When they were all in the garage, I ran back into the kitchen and closed the garage door.  I yelled to everyone that the coast was clear.  Immediately, the officers stepped aside making way for the paramedics to get to the back bedroom.  The house was too small for me to be in a place where I could see what was happening.  I waited in the kitchen, looking around.  I realized that the dogs had been locked in the house with him.  They had no food or water and there was feces and urine everywhere.  The smell was nauseating.  My dad had become a hoarder and his house was disgusting to the point where I hadn’t gone in for several months.  But this was a new level of revolting.

They ended up taking my dad out in a gurney.  He looked terrible, pale, and weak, his hair all over the place, his beard matted.  They took him to the hospital for evaluation where he stayed for a few days.  I remained at the house to feed and water the dogs.  The animal control person said that I could be charged for elder abuse for letting him live like this.  I turned on the lights and locked up the house before heading to the hospital.

The prognosis was dehydration.  Nothing broken, nothing else wrong with him.  A miracle.  When I finally got to see him, he said that he fell off the bed and couldn’t get up.  His phone was on the other side of the room, and he was too weak to crawl to get it.  I asked why the neighbor had thought he was fine.  He said that the neighbor had asked if he was inside and he said yes, thinking he would come to his aid.  Instead, the neighbor assumed he was ok, thus delaying a rescue.

I had known this day was coming.  Earlier in the year he and I had toured assisted living places.  I found out that he was getting lost when driving around town, a town he had lived in since he was 15.  He liked Oakmont of Fresno the best but refused to go because of his dogs.  I asked if I could begin trying to rehome them which he wouldn’t consider.  I said that there would be an event that would force him to move.  This was the event.  I called and made the arrangements to have him moved directly to the facility from the hospital.
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I had taken pictures of all the dogs and posted on social media that they needed new homes.  After two days, I gave up and was left with no choice.  I called the SPCA and asked if they could come pick them up.  They met me at the house and together we managed to get them all into their vehicle.  Again, I had the neighbors standing in their front yards watching the scene.  And believe me, it was a scene.  I told him I was thankful for his help, without him I would have had to just open the front door and let them out.  My next problem was his house.  With the dogs there, no one would dare break in, but now they were gone, and everyone knew it.  I asked my mother to help me get all the valuables out before dark.  We took the guns, ammunition, jewelry, etc.  We agreed to come back the next day with her cleaning lady and my husband to go through the massive amount of junk to make sure there wasn’t anything else of value.  When we arrived the next morning, we realized that the house had been broken into but there was so much clutter that it was impossible to know if they had taken anything.  We worked all day and determined that we had found anything of value.  We then hired a contractor to come in, clear everything out and pull up the carpet.  After about a week, and four full size roll-offs filled, the house was in condition to renovate or sell.  We sold it without having to list it.  With the dogs and house out of my care, I had more time to focus on settling him into his new home.  There was very little in his house that was salvageable.  Over the years he had amassed collections of magazines, toys, etc.  Unfortunately, he hadn’t stored anything properly rending all his collections useless.  I had to purchase nearly everything for his apartment at Oakmont.  Just as he seemed settled and content, COVID came along and forced him into quarantine.  I was grateful that he was safe, being cared for and eating well.  I don’t think he would have fared well otherwise.